A letter from voidnigger

"Dear Dr. hives,

i might as well come clean. I know I am the starseed. I'm a genius, prodigious and intelligent.

I'm a nihilist though. Which is funny because I hustle and like the feeling of being my own god. BUT, at the same time i think life is valueless and meaningless and bullshit. I'm perpetually bored. Even when I'm doign "my thing" i'm bored. Life is boring to me. dont get me wrong, im not going to off myself or anything, im just always bored with everything

im honest and truthful. i have ZERO friends except for a panther pacing puerto rican nigger named leo panna who i turned on to you but he hates on you and mean and is a bitch. I hate people. I have no friends. zero. I am a lone wolf. I always have been. I am mysogynistic. I hate the chase. it bores me. I hate the process of life. it bores me. I try to get awy from the sheeple and go to parks and rivers and enjoy myself, but they always encroach on everything.

Basically, I know how to have fun but I hate life nonetheless. Here is the big joke on you djhives. I am the starseed but I hate life HAHAHAHAHAH

I fucking hate it

i am intelligent and i have ALWyAS been sold out by anyone and everyone who ever got close to me.

maybe i have trust issues (but even if i do...it stems from reality, not a fictional phantasmagoria).

I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel. Like I said....i get amusement fom hustling....i dont think i have fun like you "do". it's jsut business as usual.

I don't think i've ever had fun. I thik i am posthuman. Life is bullshit. It is mundane and boring. I am god and I hustle like a god and I am wealthy in life's resources but i still find it mudane and boring.

I connect with no one so I have just stopped trying. I am born alone, will live alone and will die alone. This is the fact of the matter. WHo can accept this nasty truth, but I?

I deal with reality and the fact of the matter is you have probably known from some time that i am a nihilist and hate everything. I affirm my life and like it...but everyone else encroaches upon my life and lessens it. I can't get close to another human being because they will ruin my life. I am destined to life on my own, by myself until I die.

Having real friends in 2012 is impossible. anybody saying otherwise is a recalcitrant dreamer. Having a true woman by your side is also a dream as their get dumber ad dumber by the minute. Truly, the chase doesn't stimulate me at all.

Whenever i go into a bar or "social situation" i get pissed and angry and either start talking to myself in my head or jsut leave th esituation immediately. I hate people and will always be alone. ALWAYS.

i know you are going to be a bastard an put this on the forum, but i care not because i have attained the highest and those people i guess must learn from me.

i am a chameleon...i can do anything...because i have the supernal intelligence of a super-jew but at the same time i hate life because it is boring...i can sun myself like a mewoser for 12 hours a day but at the end of the day i have no one to connect wiht buy myself.

Life is horrid and tortuorous. NAture is my only vacation from the disgust of reality...and even that doesn't have a lot of bargaining power.

probably you will not understand anything of which I speak of. People tend to go slackjawed when i talk like this.

I've never met anyone as intelligent or perspicacious as me. It will probably always be so,

let's see what you have to say.

possibly anytihng to brighten this boring, listless, repetitious day?

i doubt you will have anyting constructive to tell me. People with the intelligence I have are usually relegated to living reclusive lives.

I have paroxysms of laughter and find it ironic knowing that i hate life yet am so supremely amazing at hustling clients to subsidize my existence.

I have no hope for the future or for the present. Everything is fecal matter. I almost hope a car hits me and shatters my body into infinitesimal particles just so i can intellectually and physically know what something exciting feels like.

thing is...you're probably the same way...you just put a front up to act as if life isn't a fucking crazy race to the finish all for naught.

"wow look at me...i hustle...wow the earth's gonna give me a gold star or something? HAHAHA"

i've plumbed the depths of myself. I know I am one of th emost advanced beings to ever inhabit the planet. But, i hav eplumbed the depths of myself and am BORED with everything. I can taoist walk the city and parkside every day of my life, it dosen't change the fact that i am bored with the mundane turpitude of EVERYTHING. PEOPLE are shit. NATURE is sometimes not shit. TIME is a nigger. the world is a nigger. SPACE is a nigger.

EVERYTHING blows chuncks. EVEn if i had a maserati right now i'd probably redline that thing into a retention pond...it would at least give my body rigor mortis!

let's see what you'r emade of djhives.

sometimes tells me, i don't thin kyou have anything to tell an intelligent, world-weary person like me.

prove me wrong.

Your son,

--voidnigger"


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Dear Son,


So you're pissed off at life again? Here we go. Well voidnigg - while I know you did order Die Sheeple Die!, VOlume 2:Sixteen hustles, you have yet to recieve it. It SHALL help you in your problem. But since you seem ready to jump off the Williamsburg hipster bridge to your death I suppose it is up to father hives to save his onlybegotten child from self destruction. So lets get straight to the point:

YOU ARE A PUNK ASSED BYIOTCH!

That's right. You're ramblings clearley state that 'you hate the sheeple' and see no point in living with them or around them as they bore you to the brink of insanity and suicide. YET--------------yet...WHERE on this fine planet have you chosen to call your home?

Thats right....

NIGGHATTAN!







...The most POPULOUS CITY IN THE ENTIRE U.S.A.


But voidnigg, you werent BORN here - instead, as has been discussed over and over on the secret blog -- you CHOSE TO TRANSPLANT YOURSELF to this WORLD-CLASS SHIT-HOLE for no logical reason other than to find your 'identity' which you feel you dont have being raised as a suburban white-boi in SunnyDelightville / Suburban Illinois 'protected' and 'sheltered' from the real-world by your white nigger honkey bank borrowing plastic MacMansion having nigger-parents.

So like ALL hipsters you came to NYC looking to validate yourself...to find who you were... to FEEL something...ANYTHING....

But you forgot one thang mah nigger:

When YOU took your mark ass to NYC, so did about 5 billion OTHER sunnydelightphians from suburban Nantucket. So what you are left with is the new - FAKE New York which you cannot stand!

But, you ALREADY KNOW THIS voidnigg. YOUR problem is that you REFUSE to BETTER YOURSELF. I know - you're in NYC, your husling music, tutoring and dog sitting -- but so what. Whats it all worth? What passive component of LIFE are you absurdly ommiting from the conversation? Ill give you a hint - jews like yourself have a problem seeing it. ITs their vice. Thats right, DEBT-NOTES. Have I not taught over and over that its NOT about money? Of course I have -- so how DARE YOU come at me with this "Im depressed at the world" shit?! Who the FUCK is 'keeping you' in that trash-pile you call manhattan?

Oxymoran of the year:

ready?

Here we go:

"I HATE SHEEPLE - BUT I LIVE IN MANHATTAN!"







You R-tard! What in the fuck are you CHOSING to live in nigghattan if you cant stand the cattles?!?!?!?! WHY!?!?!?

I'll tells you why.


Becasue you are skuurd. SKURD to go after what you TRULY WANT IN LIFE. You remember my last post a few days ago about miller-lite and huyundai elantras and dorritos dont you? Well THATS YOU! WILLFULLY SUFFERING in manhattan due to NOBODY other than YOURSELF and the fact that YOU DONT THINK YOU ARE WORTH ANY BETTER!!!!

If you hate the cattle, then get away from them! Simple as that!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh but doing THIS requires you to go off into the 'unknown' away from the path beaten into the sand by suburbanite trasnplant hipsters and into a TRULY unique and PERSONALIZED path all your own. Most cannot handle this, as MOST sheeple (like you void) are in-born with the same programmings as a forrest-lemming:

You did NOT do anything UNIQUE or anti-sheeple by transplanting to Williamsburg Brooklyn voidnigg -- thus your problem. You are smack in the MIDDLE - the EPICENTER of sheepleness in North America -- the CORE OF THE MID-ATLANTIC SHOCK-HIVE, NYC! SO your problems fall on deaf ears. Voidnigg cant stand cattle, cattle bore him, life sucks, but he lives in nigg york city?!





Youdoittoyourself.


FEAR is why YOU dont MOVE from your UNSAVORY, UNDESIRABLE SITUATION.
Do you have lead in your shoes voidnigg? IS something KEEPING you in that shithole that you THINK is 'a good place to live'? You trasnplanted to NYC, like ALL hipsters for an "IMAGE" -- to say to your suburban parents back in Wisconsion "Hey mommy and daddi, Imma big-boi now, casue I live in Haaaaarrrlem."




Good boy! You live in Harlem! Congratulations!

Just remember - YOU GITT WHAT YOU ASK FOR! AND YOU GOT IT!

You wanted to be a FAKE, PRETEND NEW YORKER - well there you go! Just dont wonder why you are so miserable.


Lastly void, never compare yourself to me - the honorable one. I do NOT think life is a 'crazy finish to the end' like you do. I do NOT race as you well know, NOR do I play 'the game'. Im not trying to 'get anywhere' - IM ALREADY HERE! IVE BEEN HERE FOR YEARS. Things that YOU fail at obtaning are things I live each day. You fail at women, your 'main hoe' even tried to lock you up and called the police on you and is dragging you to court. My main hoe is LOYAL and OBEDIENT in ways you of course can only dream of. Children, I have them, you do not. The ability to be 100% SELFISH, again, I posess it, you do not.



Your sob story means NOTHING to me voidnigg. Becasue as ive told you, life is NOT a RACE, its a GAME. A race is to bee FINISHED, a GAME is to be PLAYED! And you my sad frowny-faced nigger, are NOT playing the game at all!

Every animal on this earth from a human to a domestic cat, LOVES GAMES, a cat chases a string, a child plays with a ball. But the ADULT human seems to forget the fact that life IS a game and MUST be played to be ALIVE. What Do I want with a video game that is set on 'free-play' -- whats the CHALLENGE IN THAT! The difference between you and me void is that you FEAR a challenge while I EMBRACE IT AND ACCEPT IT! BOO-HOOing about how life sucks is not going to CHANGE your game-play one bit, it only makes you give up. As Ive told you a million times you cannot feel joy without pain. A suburban raised IMBECILE like you gets a dose of "PAIN" and immediatley writes father hives a 5 page book on 'how life sucks so much and I wanna end it all...' -- again, THIS is the difference between YOU and ME. For whenever I find somethign that SUCKS about life, my goal is TO IMPROVE IT or to FIX IT! THATS the difference between ME and YOU. You know I move contrantly, try new thigns, DO new things, expereince different thigns. What have you done? Wallowed in central-park with the rest of the 'occupiers' playing your hipster-saxiphone for people who dont care?

WHo chose this life?

THEM or YOU?

Its amazing how nature gives man feet and hands and a mouth and a brain, yet cattle like you willfully IMMOBILIZE themselves to wanton baboonery and then bitch about it. You must ACT voidnigger. ACT! Living in nigghattan is by no means daring or exploratory or even an effort to solve your eniornmental problem void -- you might as well have gone to DisneyWorld to solve your problems and find lifes treasures.

All I see in you void, is a monkey in manhattan. A monkey in manhattan who is only there becasue 'its manhattan' you CHOSE veinality and pretentiousness under the guise of 'sharing your music' -- no nigger, you could have 'shared your music' in Kentucky. But you DIDNT CHOSE to move to kentucky did you -- becasue you cant brag on your facebook page about living in kentucky can you -- no no -- YOU want to be able to say "IM A NEW YORKER" -- irnoically riding the coat-tails of people with character who lived there long before you and have since LEFT due to the influx of FAKE people like YOU invading their city. IRONY CUBED.

YOU came to NYC for FAKE reasons - so is it any wonder you are now surround by FAKE THINGS and PEOPLE who are driving you mad? Try being REAL [with YORUSELF] next time void nigger. Stop trying to attach a cities history to your weak and pathetic white-bread non-existant character. Instead, create your OWN charated by being tru to yourself. Start by saying:


1) I am a white boi from SUBURBAN illinois

2) this is who I am!

3) I am PROUD to be where I am from

4) While I may not have enjoyed my upbringing and felt as if I was without an identity I shall not try to 'culturally overcompensate' by moving to new york city and pretending to be a 4th generation manhatter.


















.......this is who you are voidnigg.........................................

DONT--------DENY IT...


You see my child what happens is, that IF you DENY who you truly are you will wallow in this sheeple-infested swamp called Manhattan trying to 'prove yourself'. THIS is whats keeping you from solving your own problem - becasue on one hand you hate the sheeple, but on the other hand you want to prove that you are a 'big city big boi that can handle the means-streets of Harlem on his own'....

thus you REMAIN in a shitty situation, trying to prove something to nobody...

If you accept who you are, you will find it much easier to be SELFISH. Right now you are being PHONY.

You are an arrogant fatherless imbecille voidnigg. Constantly provoking me so you can get the beat-down you wish you got from your father as a child. And understandably so- but now you are 25 voidnigg -- you are all grown up now. So its time to let go of your daddy issues, accept who you truly are and stop trying to prove yourslef to OTHERS ("yeah I live in Harlem now...yeah NEW YORK... MMyeahhh I do music in MAAAANNNHATTTAAAAAANNN..") - and instead start trying to prove yourself to YOURSELF.

I dont live in manhattan void.. I dont live where others think is 'cool' or 'badass'. Yeah Im from philly, but I dont care, I shit talk it all the time. Point is I do and live how *I* want too. You say you shave your head bald and wear a fur coat in public -- so for someone who is supposedly unique and selfish you sure do alot of BITCHING ABOUT WHAT OTHERS THINK!

Could it bee that you truly ARE in teh mental RAT-RACE void-nigg? Your honkey white-boi keepin up with the jones programming still getting the best of you?




















Void.. you are a rat-racing faggot. You dont rat race for money, but instead for your impossible white-boi insecurity 'I gotta bee somebody and prove it to others' panther-pacing, talking to the cattle nonsense baboonery. True wealth runs and hides, its SELFISH, it doth NOT run to TIMES FUCKIG SQUARE TO MINGLE WITH THE CATTLES. My idea of a fun day is taking my convertible to a DESOLATE windy contry road to enjoy it ALONE. YOUR idea of a fun day is to take your saxaphone down to CENTRAL FUCKING PARK and sit in it, and play to make sheeple-friends!






MALFUNCTION! Wealth and pleasure is enjoyed in PRIVACY. Doth not THIS blog and the SECRET FORUM prove this fact? Imagine these blogs if they were public? They would be virtually unenjoyable due to infiltration from the UNINTELIGENCIA aka THE MASSES aka MANHATTANS MONKEYS!

When you get DSDV2:16H focus on the very first chapter in the book. While I know you THINK you are being selfish - in truth void you are a very selfLESS assclown looking for the daddy you never had.

Thats OK.

For *I* am your father. But in order for daddy to help you, you must LISTEN.

And ACT.

Life is not a RACE voidnigg, its a GAME. In a RACE you simply do the same thing over and over again expecting different results (clinical insanity). In a GAME you make *MOVES* that are uniquely tailored to your SITUATION thus accomplishing your unique GOALS.


--father hives







PS - REMEMBER voidnigg YOU are PART of the PROBLEM: